well, i've been in bed pretty much all day, minus getting up and going to class. But thankfully i only had 3. Strep Throat just.....sucks! but it's whatever. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

But being in bed gave me too much time to think. I haven't really had a day to just sit and think since the end of January. And i stayed busy for a reason. An then today. I got the chance to just think. lets just say....not the best thing.....Feelings & Problems that i thought i had moved on from. All came back to the surface today....Finally made me realize that i've been putting it in the back of my head and not really working on getting over stuff. Ya know just convincing myself i'm fine and it's over.....it's far from over.... AHHHH why do i do this to myself? I'm just being dumb. & it's my own fault for just laying in bed all day...(not my fault for getting sick thought lol ;) )
God will get me through this........*this too shall pass*
Anyways;
enough depressing/lame thoughts....how about something happy??

hmmmm......

I love Cierra & Noelley :)
thats a happy thought.
those are the 2 girls that are keeping me sane in this place! They are the 2 who are here for me no matter what. Sooooooo lucky to have them in my life!! i love you girls!! :)



goodnight.