Late Night Blog....

Too much on my mind.... i hate it when that happens, i can't sleep.

First and Foremost;

I'm so ready to know if i have gotten accepted into Johnson. The wait is practically killing me!!! I already have everything planned out, i already know who my roommate will be. and i love her to death! & i think it's going to be an awesome experience. I know a lot of people from that school. & i feel like i will be able to get connected better than what i did here at huntington..... But also, my mom (whom i love to death) has been asking me some pretty tough questions that are making me second guess myself (which i don't like AT ALL) but it's something i do need to face, Do i honestly think i can handle being 7 hours away from home? I think in time i will be. I feel like i need to get away and learn how to be independent on my own. Here at Huntington i'm only an hour away, and so my parents are always helping me out with things. which i really do appreciate. But i think it's time that i learn to handle situations on my own. Yes i'll miss them like crazy, i love my family. ALL of my family,& it's going to be a challange not being home. & my friends. I'm going to miss like crazy. & everyone at church as well. It's going to be a challange. But i feel like God will guide me through it. I'm ready for this challange. & i'm just praying that i hear something here within the next week so i can stop stressing myself out!!! lol

Another Thing.

This is just going to be a blog about school i guess. School is just stressing me out!! lol
I'm really just ready for this year to be over with!! I honestly just need to get out of here. I love the people..well most people..here..but..idk.. I feel like i'm suffocating. I don't feel happy. & i don't feel like i can be my total self either...I can only around like 2 people. Idk. It's probably just my being paranoid. But idk. I'm definately going to miss some people here don't get me wrong. It's going to be kind of a bittersweet thing once the school year is actually over. But idk. I'm tired of stressing myself out over all the homework and all that crap. I just need SUMMER!!!! Speaking of summer. I have high reguards that this summer will be the BEST!

Possible Job at Cedar Point with Noelle? hmmm... :)
& if not..then Bonfires,parties,friends & ROAD TRIPS! I'm ready! COME ON SUMMER!!!!


well i'm finally feeling tired. so i'm going to leave it at that :)


Goodnight!